I'm trying to decide whether or not to shut this blog down.

First, I'm a bad blogger. I don't update regularly, I probably have no audience (I don't keep a site tracker so I wouldn't know), and I rarely have anything to say that relates to anyone else's lives except for my own. Plus, the worst blogger is the kind that doesn't know whether or not she should blog. That's me right now.

Secondly, I'm having a hard time with the purpose of this blog. I'm obviously a priviledged person talking about saving a couple of bucks. It makes no sense. I don't have to decide between food or shelter or any other necessities. My agonizing is about spending $80 on a pair of shoes. This is not blog-worthy material.

Thirdly, I don't have any answers. I try to do positive things, like last month setting and sticking with my goal, which was a victory for me. But then, I splurge in Boston last week and spend $300 on clothes. I'm a bad example and I'm tired of recording my bad deeds.

So, for now this blog is on hold unless I find out that people actually read this and it helps them in some way. Thanks for reading, if you were.